HI MICHAEL, U KNOW IT'S ME ' MA'. I'M SO LOST WITHOUT YOU, I OFTEN CALL JOHNNY MICHAEL BECAUSE HE'S GROWING UP SO FAST AND HAS SO MUCH IN COMMON WITH YOU. I HOPE YOU CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER HIM AND HELP HIM TO MAKE THE RIGHT DESCISIONS IN LIFE AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN. JOHNNY MISSES YOU SO MUCH , HE CONSTANTLY BRINGS UP UR NAME AND COMPARES HIMSELF TO YOU. ONLY YOU AND GOD KNOW MICHAEL WHY YOUR UP THERE AND WE'RE HERE TO SUFFER THE HEARTACHE OF LOSING YOU THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY. I OFTEN BLAME MYSELF WITH ALL THOSE SHOULD OF's AND COULD OF's. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS SUNDAY AND I WILL SPEND IT WITH YOU. I WILL SEND YOU 23 BALOONS FOR WHAT WOULD'VE BEEN YOUR 23RD BIRTHDAY! SOMEDAY'S I FEEL LIKE YOU'VE BEEN GONE SO LONG AND OTHER DAY'S IT SEEM'S LIKE YESTERDAY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER BE WHO I WAS BEFORE YOU PASSED AWAY,THAT MOM IS GONE. I KNOW DAD & I CREATED YOU, A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING WITH SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR AND IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE WE LOST YOU. I PRAY YOUR AT PEACE MICHAEL. YOU ARE MY FLESH & BLOOD MICHAEL AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT! WELL SWEET ANGEL BOY, I'M GOING TO LITE YOU A CANDLE AND I WILL WRITE YOU AGAIN SOON,LOVE ALWAYS, ~MA~
I remember our family u mikey and me at our own place. It was awesome and we did it by ourselves. Waking up together to our beautiful son. Having our own life and just loving eachother. I wish it was still like that. I wonder what it would be like today now that mikey is older. I wish i could just see you and him together. We never even got to get our family picture done. All we have left is pictures and memories. I wish it was you. Im missing you so much and i just wish i knew when the pain would hurt less, when my heart will feel better. im so lost without you words cant describe it. You and Mikey are my world. You mean so much to me thank you for our son and the wonderful years we had together. i love you so much and i will never forget you. You and me were soulmates true love. And true love never dies. xoxo
DEAR MIKEY, THIS IS NOT THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE. I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU, BECAUSE I GUESS I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU'D BE HERE WITH ME. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE WHAT HAS HAPPENED. IT'S NOT FAIR! I'M SO LOST, I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T REMIND ME OF YOU. I LOOK INTO YOUR FATHERS EYES AND BEYOND THE TEARS I SEE YOU. HOW AM I SUPOSE TO KEEP LIVING , LIKE A 'NORMAL' PERSON? I'M LIKE SOME WILD ANIMAL, I JUST WANT TO CLAW MY WAY BACK TO THE NIGHT THIS ALL HAPPENED AND CHANGE EVERYTHING AND MAKE IT ALRIGHT. WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME FAMILY WITHOUT YOU UNTIL THE DAY COMES THAT THE WHOLE CHAIN IS LINKED BACK TOGETHER. I WILL CONTINUE TO HURT. NOTHINGS LIKE IT SHOULD BE. I MISS YOU MIKE AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE IN THIS WORLD! MAY YOU 'REST IN PEACE, MY SWEET ANGEL!' LOVING YOU ALWAYS, FORGETTING YOU NEVER, LOVE MOM XOXOXOXO
TO MY HANDSOME GRANDSON MICHAEL D. MILLER. THIS CHRISTMAS WILL NEVER EVER BE THE SAME WITH YOU NOT HERE. I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD GROWING UP YOU ALWAYS WAS SO VERY EXCITED WHEN CHRISTMAS CAME. YOUR MOM & DAD GAVE YOU THE BEST!! OF EVERYTHING & MORE. I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU BECAME A FATHER TO BABY MIKE AND YOU WERE SO VERY PROUD!!! TO BE A DAD & I WAS SO PROUD!!! FOR YOU WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY FIRST GREAT GRANDSON. HE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU & I HOPE & PRAY THAT HE WILL BE LIKE YOU. I DON'T SEE HIM VERY MUCH AT ALL BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR ME AND BABY MIKE. I PRAY & HOPE THAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE SAFE IN EVERYWAY. I AM SO HAPPY THAT GOD GAVE ME YOU AS MY FIRST GRANDSON YOU WAS THE BEST!!!. I COULD NOT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE OF YOU. YOU ALWAYS GAVE BE RESPECT & TRUE LOVE. I ASK GOD WHY? DID THIS TRAGIC DEATH HAVE TO HAPPEN TO MICHAEL & I GET NO ANSWERS. I HOPE TO GOD & PRAY THAT SOMEDAY BEFORE I DIE THAT I WILL KNOW THE TRUTH & YOU WILL GET TRUE JUSTICE!!!!! FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU MICHAEL. MY HEART IS BROKEN & SO TORN FOR YOU. WITH THIS I SEND YOU MY UNDYING ENDLESS LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER UNTIL THE END OF TIME. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH & AM SO SAD & LONELY NOT HEARING YOUR VOICE SAYING TO ME,SEE YOU LATER NANA ((( I LOVE YOU.))). MAY YOU FIND PEACE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD.LOVE FROM NANA SHAUGHNESSY A MILLION TIMES OVER. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOX 143
DEAR MICHAEL, I HAVE SO MANY WONDERFUL FOND MEMORIES OF YOU. I COULD WRITE A BOOK ABOUT THEM. YOU WERE ALWAYS SO GOOD TO EVERYONE EVEN THOSE WHO HURT YOU. YOU NEVER SAID NO WHEN ANYONE ASKED YOU FOR SOMETHING. ALWAYS TRYED TO DO THE RIGHT THING. YOU LOVED YOUR CRAZY FUNKY MUSIC, FUNNY GUY!! THAT YOU WERE. OH HOW I WISH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH YOUR FAMILY, BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART THAT YOU ARE GUIDING ALL OF US. IT MUST BE TRUE BECAUSE EVERYDAY IT IS A NEW CHALLEGE FOR ME, GRAMPS, YOUR MOM , DAD AND BROTHER JOHNNY TO GET THROUGH THIS. I MUST GO FOR NOW SO "REST IN PEACE DEAR MICHAEL " UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I SEND YOU MY EVERLASTING ENDLESS LOVE TO YOU. YOU WERE THE BEST !!! AND STILL ARE. GOD TOOK YOU FROM US BUT YOU ARE STILL HERE IN SPIRIT I KNOW THAT. "MAY THE ROAD RISE TO MEET YOU MICHAEL." FOREVER LOVED AND MISSED. 143 A MILLION TIMES OVER.!!!! XOXOXOXOXOX NANA S.
